I’ve been silently suffering for almost a decade now… my heart began breaking the last couple of years. A religion that once made it whole, was shattering it…
So many years of justification I guess 💔
I’m not really sure why I’m sharing 1/1000000 of my thoughts today (it’s freaking scary), but I guess, as always, to just say:
you’re not alone.
If you’ve been through this transformation, you know how truly terrible it really is 💔
I was once asked, at a gathering, MY thoughts on a religious topic.
I shared them honestly.
Until one by one everyone in the room began to yell in my direction “you are wrong!”
And one by one, they sat up and left me at the table,
alone. 💔
“I can’t listen to this!”, they said.
And I completely understand.
But I guess now, I just want to know,
“who will still sit with me if our hearts feel differently?”
I don’t know where I’m at completely. Take some, leave some… I guess.
I don’t know how to trust organizations/men anymore (when they’ve lead us astray so many times), but I do still believe/hope for Heavenly Parents. And Christ. ♥️
I believe They understand, even this.
Even this heartbreak.
PS. I WILL SIT WITH YOU. ♥️
(So grateful for my family! 👩🏼👨🏾👩🏽🦱👧🏻👶🏽♥️
What I’ve shared are MY thoughts and feelings. They do not necessarily reflect all THEIR thoughts and feelings. Just thought you should know, we can all have our own. ☺️♥️)
